I realise that I did not post a “you need to post, buttheads,” post last night, and I'm not going to do it today, either. Not out of laziness, bitterness - not out of anything, really. I just don't really feel as if there is a point this week.
Now that the main secret of the plot is out there, things are going to get more serious. It's April, and the students leave Hogwarts in two months. I wasn't going to say anything until a bit later, but I think that I should now. I want to give you time to prepare, so that you don't feel cheated.
In June, Priori is going to be closing. Initially, it was because I wanted to leave RP, and Chris couldn't handle it alone - her potential new co-mod has decided to leave RP as well. It should have a spectacular end, with the plot that I spent hours planning. However, I feel almost as if I'm doing this all on my own, because no one is able to contribute. I'd expected Chris and Audrey to be around when I wrote the plot out. Now it's mainly me RPing with myself while you guys (maybe) read it. I don't know. I'm quite tired, to be honest.
At the same time, I won't just rip the game away from you. I, in all truth, feel prepared to close it now. I've gotten everything that I could out of it. I need to consult Chris, but we've just both been so not around that I haven't been able to speak to her regarding the topic. There are only a few of you that are reliable posters, or that aren't too busy, anyway. Comment to this post saying how much longer you feel like you need for the game - do you want to wait until June? Do you only need a month? Are you prepared for it to close tomorrow?
I'm just tired, guys. I feel guilty, as if I'm punishing you. I'm not trying to. You're welcome to create a spin-off game, but I can't be a part of it. Priori Incant means a lot to me, but I've gotten all that I possibly can out of it. And while that sounds incredibly selfish, it's very difficult to moderate a game that you've tired of, expending fairly large amounts of your time and energy, with little to no response in return. I've become cynical regarding it. Not on purpose. It's just happened. And it's not going to change.
I'm tired, but if you aren't, it can go on until June. I wouldn't just take it from you. Give me your thoughts, please.